tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post115643380917505417..comments2023-10-26T11:37:23.758-04:00Comments on Field Lines: Dear “Friend”,Nataliehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05344778775085687558noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post-1156720655158656992006-08-27T19:17:00.000-04:002006-08-27T19:17:00.000-04:00Damn. I noticed my typo yesterday and thought no ...Damn. I noticed my typo yesterday and thought no one would nab me on it.Nataliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05344778775085687558noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post-1156718501810575642006-08-27T18:41:00.000-04:002006-08-27T18:41:00.000-04:00Yin & yangYin & yangbrainhellhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02503709622888691582noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post-1156690762484496682006-08-27T10:59:00.000-04:002006-08-27T10:59:00.000-04:00Well, I am reminded by lefty and hot4teacha that d...Well, I am reminded by lefty and hot4teacha that deciding when to say "enough is enough" seems to be part of the human condition. I hope we all have to do it as infrequently as possible.<BR/><BR/>Thanks, Jackie. I think I'll explain about it in my next post.Nataliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05344778775085687558noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post-1156627977290316102006-08-26T17:32:00.000-04:002006-08-26T17:32:00.000-04:00I'm proud of you for finding a way to emotionally ...I'm proud of you for finding a way to emotionally let go of this person and relinquish the negativity that might otherwise fester. Sometimes, the string needs cutting, and while you may be ultra-aware of its absence for awhile, eventually it will hardly even chafe. To reference, may I just say - Josh Oxendale? <BR/><BR/>Also, congrats to you & Willie. I'm so happy for your upcoming nuptials.Hot4Teachahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17250002813577679076noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post-1156516445930370782006-08-25T10:34:00.000-04:002006-08-25T10:34:00.000-04:00Sorry that your "friend" ended up like this. Also,...Sorry that your "friend" ended up like this. <BR/><BR/>Also, I noticed the new link on your blog, I loved the About section. Very cool!Jackiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14698364720372038332noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post-1156515960625687952006-08-25T10:26:00.000-04:002006-08-25T10:26:00.000-04:00greensunflower~ I will address you first because I...greensunflower~ <BR/>I will address you first because I read your comment and then thought about it in the shower. I am grateful for the perspective you bring to this discussion. What I think you are not addressing is that not everyone is as good of a friend as you can be. I thought about your story and wondered if I was being too harsh. Ultimately, I don't think so. You see, what prompted me to react to this situation the way I did was that I don't think he was that great of a friend for the four years I've known him. He was fun, hilarious, adventurous and we had a lot of interests in common. Unfortunately he could also be untrustworthy, spineless and undependable. We were very close, but I always had to keep these things in mind.<BR/><BR/>Another friend of mine suffered tremendously from emotional problems and was hospitalized on two occasions. No matter how he behaved I knew it was his illness, not him so I stuck by him. For that, I was rewarded with a (sometimes brutally) honest, loyal friend who even changed the way I saw the world.<BR/>Thanks for your thoughts.<BR/><BR/>dearolddad and scott~<BR/>I know my dad and I have talked about this before as it pertains to other relationships. Things get sticky when your closest friends are also your coworkers. When I compared us to brother and sister, it wasn't always a good thing. We were forced to spend 8+ hours a day together in a confined space- there's no way I could have ended my friendship with him sooner, even if I had wanted to. I think ultimately it is a good lesson to learn that we don't always know the motivations of people no matter how well we think we know the person. And I know it will get easier. Unfortuantely right now the work aspect sucks because while I am trying to deal with a friendship ending, Dr. Hari is having a shitfit about the situation (as he should).Nataliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05344778775085687558noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post-1156511560004190212006-08-25T09:12:00.000-04:002006-08-25T09:12:00.000-04:00I like what your dad had to say on this. It hurts...I like what your dad had to say on this. It hurts. Really. Bad. To leave friendships behind. I lost the golden era of my life when I cut loose all my friends because they didn't support me in my break with one of the group. It hurts still today, but less and less all the time. Sometimes status quo doesn't work any more. Maybe there is no blame here at all. Maybe your friend just had to go for reasons he can't explain or understand. But people do change, needs change, and as sad as it may be to everyone involved, it is probably for the best.Scotthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13323167263283798566noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post-1156484226764485462006-08-25T01:37:00.000-04:002006-08-25T01:37:00.000-04:00You know when I got REALLY depressed all my friend...You know when I got REALLY depressed all my friends hung on when it wasnt too bad, but after the 2nd suicide attmept all left except one. They said I was a selfish beast for doing so. If only they could have understood the horrible desperation I felt at the immense pain, which was tearing my mind apart. I think if they had stopped to consider that angle (as my husband does) they would not have left. Today that one friend that stayed through it all is so close to me. I trust them enough now to call when I am suicidal and things are falling apart. And I am the most awesome friend possible to them. I guess when you first make a radical change, you dont tell anyone because you dont know who you can trust, but after you have done it a couple times, you know the ones who stayed are the ones you can trust.Jenn Sivahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07106499855129183524noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post-1156464878054565962006-08-24T20:14:00.000-04:002006-08-24T20:14:00.000-04:00Until today I had never really considered this per...Until today I had never really considered this person to be emotionally unstable (besides generally being a committment phobe). But I'm starting to think that maybe intense therapy is what he needs, though I seriously doubt he will reach out for help. <BR/><BR/>I intended this post to be closure for me because I can no longer expend energy being so angry at him for thinking so little of his friends, not to mention his advisor of 6 years. I had been perfectly willing to help at the time leading up to when he left. I didn't mean to imply that I knew nothing about the problem. To the contrary, I was deeply involved with it and did all I could until it reached a head. <BR/><BR/>When he decided to run away from it rather than step up and be accountable, he forfeited my support. I had to say: Not. My. Problem. And I certainly can't chase him around the country. Writing this let me figuratively throw my hands up.<BR/><BR/>By the way- thanks, ladies for agreeing with me. When I wrote this I was worried that without knowing the whole sordid story my readers may accuse me of emotionally doing what he literally did.Nataliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05344778775085687558noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13911787.post-1156455226402925142006-08-24T17:33:00.000-04:002006-08-24T17:33:00.000-04:00I don't know the details of this relationship but ...I don't know the details of this relationship but I agree with lefty_grrrl. Cut the string and let this person step out of your life. You have so many more positive people in your life. I think you can use this post as "closure"dancingo4https://www.blogger.com/profile/17468378991466313151noreply@blogger.com